If This Isn'T Love..... Poem by June FeirCruz

If this isn't love
Then what is it?
Insanity that must end?
Magnificent madness that needs to be cured?

In all my life I never felt this way before
Just when I had given up on finding something
Anything and nothing
You came along.....

Everything I thought I knew about life and love
Got thrown outside the window and flung to the outskirts of the universe
I never knew anything about addiction and obsession
Till you came to my life
And turned it upside down

Are you my salvation?
Are you my curse?
Are you an angel?
Or the devil in disguise?
Should I suffer now?
Or suffer later?
Is there a debt that I have to pay?
Are you a gift from heaven?
How could something that is so right, be so wrong?
If this isn't love....what is it?
Tell me..... I want to know.....

11/08/08