Stacy Dinmaa Poems

In a moment of rare vulnerability bottled up with foils of scripted carriages heavy enough with damages yet pleading to be awaken by peace, In that moment I knew I could imagine! I could wish! I could dream!
Forgetting this feeling, forgetting this one sweet fatal play shaking up to re-open the walls of the BROKEN! I knew it was not a dream!
Sore, fragile and warm again I returned, ready to be sprinkled on lilies, ready to be blown and grown. Running past the ripping pieces of the unknown, I wish I was told!
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Never thought life would play further by dancing from the edges,
It's a long run too close from falling from the benches.
Up or down who knows the reasons for the guesses.
Lost in disguise too hot to pledge in dresses.
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It is what it is only if it was what it should be,
Then it could be that I won't have to walk in this shoes where my foot hurts, where my heart groans, where it hurts.
And truth be told if it were up to me, then I won't be stuck in a state where chaos daily cuts through me or emotions constantly messing with me!
If it were meant to be, then I won't be caught with ropes and cuffs empty in rots. Feelings and thoughts, chanting and scorns.
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If it was meant to be then sketches won't be torn and my heart won't be born.
Love won't be pawn for regret to begun.
Fate won't be wrong when pain pierces forth.
It is what it is, only if it was what it could be!
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I wish i knew better,
Wish i could predict,
Fear to disappoint myself not anyone,
Fear to lose those firm admiration,
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Veils of Stacy
'It's a puzzle,
There are pieces,
There are also peaches'
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Life took me to places I never knew I could be,
Feelings I never knew I could feel.
Yes I'm young but old.
Old like snow on a stone.
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Time and Time take me back to the drill of those wet, bruised, deep, bitter, angry, choked, cruel emotions!
take me please….
Blur enough to cast imaginary broken pieces of an aftermath!
Driven to drain fresh memories of a sad bitter truth of why's and moments undefined! So lame it could be denied….
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A man once made promises to me but never kept any so please forgive me if I don't believe your words.
Forgive me if you think I'm too sensitive.
Forgive me if I'm hard to deal with.
I'd rather choose me than lose myself again.
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What did I do to deserve it?
I'm not sure I'll ever stop asking this question.
I gave you all my love right from the very first day I knew the definition of love!
Where did I go wrong?
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