Stefanie rodriguez Poems

You never really understand what it feels like to go through something until you go through it yourself.
But the worst feeling is when you know you've changed your mind but it was too late and there was nothing you could do about it.
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I always thought that falling in love would be like a fairy tale.
That having that special someone by your side would be the thing you need in order to be happy.
But its not.
When you first fall in love you feel happy and in love,
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I have friends i can call and vent to.
Listen to their voice shake as i explain the feeling of having my body being a venue,
And my private parts a valet.
I could get high off their sympathy as i listen to their simple lies,
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My tears...
Its the only thing that keeps this smile from being shown.
I sometimes smile...
Just to hide the pain, anger & sorrow built up in me.
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Tonight,5OO faces will learn the scrape of a forest,
Their cheeks,
Will forever hold the red hiding beneath the fingernails of the gravel they will be dragged through.
Tonight 5OO women will go missing,
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I'm the author of my life.
Unfortunately I'm writing in pen so i cant erase my mistakes.
Mistakes are made to learn from.
I write my life in pen because mistakes aren't 2 b forgotten.
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