I am left, unable to love as before.
All this time, I have wanted love,
and now that it is at my door, I cannot
bring myself to answer,
...
You were nothing short,
of a blessing to me,
But you began as a memory.
we knew our time wouldn't last.
...
Tonight,
I spoke with less words,
and more feeling.
...
i'm haunted, by a living man,
and his dying memory.
He stands before me.
made of carbon and ether.
...
I went to that place today.
The one you shared with me?
your special spot, the place that brought you peace...
...
I found out about your other girl friend today,
and the first thing i did, was lie.
about my past,
I would give anything to understand myself,
...
i'm sorry
i've been very busy saying my goodbye's lately,
and i barely had time to say hello.
i imagine it has been somewhat boring
...
today was a beautiful day.
and don't we all need beautiful days?
i'm glad I got to share mine with you,
...
you're half way across the world.
but in my little world, you are still the sun.
to say that i miss you.
is to say that i am breathing.
...
</>i need to speak
what is in my heart
i knew you kept telling me
we would have to part someday
...