Taushell Davis

Don't never keep nothing from me. I love you to much to hurt you. The words you spoke to me. I cared for u when you was sick. I was there through thin and thick. I never judge you by what you do nor did. I was there when people left you there hurt... I came and pulled you out of your pit. Nobody wanted nothing to do with you like torn mittens. I was there to talk u out of ending your life, like football players quitting. I never thought in a million years you would hurt me.
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What else is there for me to believe or do. You say one thing an do another; And act like what I've said is brand-new. Water fills my eyes as I replay each scene in my head.
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Only faith can tell how long we will be together. We may have our ups an Downs, just like any other relationships. But not like most what we do have is love.
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I put everything into what we had. I put up with everything that you have done to me, but at the end you made me sad. I sit home crying burying my face into my pillow. Even though I gave you all of me.
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Touch me. Squeeze me.. Open me... Enjoy me.. I want u to feel every inch of my body. Explore me. Desire me.. Caress me.. Excite me.. Bite me... Taste me.. Please me.. Mmm I want u to feel me.... (reverse)
I want to feel u. Touch u. Please u. Caress u. Taste u. Excite u. I desire u.. So allow me to explore u. Relieve u.. Calm u. Relax u...
I want to feel every inch of your body... Bite u.. Suck u..mmm I want to feel...
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When it comes to Life. Chapter closes and new chapters open. But when a mysterious chapter from the past resurface, how should someone handle that? I feel as either that chapter was meant to come about. Or it is out to hunt you constantly. The worst part is when u think what's in the past stays. Then BOOM! There it goes again.
Life.
U either force it to stay close. Or rip the pages out and forget.
2. You can allow it to take effect on you current situation. And apply more stress on you.
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You're my miracle
You were my blessing in the skies
You're my miracle
Tears of joy flows from my eyes
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The feeling never fades. It's always there. Never hiding or lost. It's there. Wanting to be wanted by you. Loved by you. Kissed by you. Held by you. Showered by you. Seen by you. Yet the touch of your heart is so far away. I've noticed these past weeks that I haven't even graced the front steps to your heart. Is it just me wanting and missing you? Is it me needing and loving you? Is it me yarning for the touch of just you. Is it?

You Are kissing me softly to the beat of my heart. Tears flowing gracefully down my face. Tasting the salt of each drop. Knowing that this will be the last time that I will feel u again. Soaking in the moment of Just us under the shed as it snows. Hoping that I change my mind about the decision that I finally confessed about us. But my heart just can't seem to let that revelation go. As I turn to face you, I must admit that I will miss looking at your gentle face, and piercing eyes...... Listen to me. I say Moving close to you as I breathe in the air you have within. I must say, I have to say. You are all I want. And need. Can't no one tell me about you. I feel how I feel about you cos; I allowed you into my soul. Taking over my thoughts, Ideas, Dreams, and nightmares. Kissing your lips. I began to add, it's best that I love you from a distance. Learn to make my own decisions. Control my own thoughts. And live my own dreams. I wish u the best, I have to leave and find out what's best for me. Yet, I want to leave u with this. A gentle kiss, yet meaningless, for how you've made me feel all these years.
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