Meaningless Poem by Taushell Davis

The feeling never fades. It's always there. Never hiding or lost. It's there. Wanting to be wanted by you. Loved by you. Kissed by you. Held by you. Showered by you. Seen by you. Yet the touch of your heart is so far away. I've noticed these past weeks that I haven't even graced the front steps to your heart. Is it just me wanting and missing you? Is it me needing and loving you? Is it me yarning for the touch of just you. Is it?

You Are kissing me softly to the beat of my heart. Tears flowing gracefully down my face. Tasting the salt of each drop. Knowing that this will be the last time that I will feel u again. Soaking in the moment of Just us under the shed as it snows. Hoping that I change my mind about the decision that I finally confessed about us. But my heart just can't seem to let that revelation go. As I turn to face you, I must admit that I will miss looking at your gentle face, and piercing eyes...... Listen to me. I say Moving close to you as I breathe in the air you have within. I must say, I have to say. You are all I want. And need. Can't no one tell me about you. I feel how I feel about you cos; I allowed you into my soul. Taking over my thoughts, Ideas, Dreams, and nightmares. Kissing your lips. I began to add, it's best that I love you from a distance. Learn to make my own decisions. Control my own thoughts. And live my own dreams. I wish u the best, I have to leave and find out what's best for me. Yet, I want to leave u with this. A gentle kiss, yet meaningless, for how you've made me feel all these years.