I loved you before I knew you
Foolishly so
Before the broken glasses and the time spent alone
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Give me something to say and I will
Say it without reservation
Give me something to hate and I will
Hate it
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Suddenly and then all at once
Life became too exciting for her
Violent decrescendos clash
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It wasn't my lie to tell
So I left you and it alone
Grasping for what little hope
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When you decide to leave me
Leave me good
Learning to mend again
I will teach this heart
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At 7, I wasn't meant to grow too old too fast
At 16, I wasn't meant to smoke and drink and watch my future pass
At 20, I am not meant to love and live too cavalier
Instead, I argue with oblivion and wrestle with my fears
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How many fathers, sons, nephews,
daughters, sisters, aunts,
mothers, cousins,
friends, colleagues
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