Tessa Marsland Pettigrove

Why can't you see
What you are doing to me?
I have changed due to you,
it instantly feels like I'm gonna spew.
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You run,
as though I am holding a gun.
Why are you so scared of me?
aren't I good enough for you to see?
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It’s a rainy & cold night,
The stars aren’t shinning all that bright,
I look to the sky to see where you are,
Because the truth is I miss you.
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I know that you are gone,
but to be honest,
I don't think our love was that strong.
You always told me to do what I believed in,
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I wonder what is going on,
everyone is screaming because they are spoilt.
I am in massive pain right through me,
No one seems to care or show mw any sympathy.
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The last night we saw eachother,
was a rather cold one.
We always had so much fun together,
i miss you a ton.
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I have not written in a while,
It’s been so long I almost forgot how I felt about writing,
Don’t know why but writing does make me smile,
It is like I have been waiting….
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I have these dreams,
that always come true.
Like big sunlight beams,
but it's never always good to you.
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She blames you for what happened to me,
as a child I was molested.
You were supposed to be there watching me,
I felt so infested.
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We hold each other tight,
just to let each of us know
that everything will be alright,
even if we go to the snow.
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Watching you, seeing you smile, the way he makes you feel.
You being so happy make me smile because I know what it is like,
What it wa slike to feel that way, all of those days. It's Real.
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Watching you fade away,
I see the way you are,
it is something that happens everyday.
it's like one jelly bean in one big jar.
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When the world falls apart
I feel it shaking beneath my feet
Like an open window with a wild draft
Yet I feel as though it has never been so sweet.
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The dreams in my life, 7/6/2009
aren't what I want them to be,
you told me one day you want me to be your wife
I love you as you can see.
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Watching you fade away,
I see the way you are,
it is something that happens everyday.
it's like one jelly bean in one big jar.
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2 years of our lives, 28/8/2009
We have shared as one,
So many people telling how to live our life,
Look at what we have become.
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Nothing can compare to how I feel in your arms.
Don't ever let me go my love.
Baby I love you and can't live without
you by my side.
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Most nights I lay awake,
thinking of what happens in this world,
how everyone gives and yet everyone takes,
just like a coffee and how it is swirled.
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For all the world I knew before you
Life was just a dream.
Now that we have been together
It becomes reality
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I visited you the other day,
walked in and was expecting you to come and greet me,
but you didn't, I finally realised you weren't there anymore.
And that made me really sad, It was hard sitting in the house,
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