I Know You Don'T Care Poem by Tessa Marsland Pettigrove

Why can't you see
What you are doing to me?
I have changed due to you,
it instantly feels like I'm gonna spew.
No one can see me,
only the one who truly loves me.
I try to be the best that I can,
no one can see how this all began.
I don't want to feel this pain,
that you put me through again and again.
Everything I thought you were,
I guess that it was just a blur.
I cry when I talk to someone who seems like they care,
It sucks because you're the one supposed to be there.
Everything around me falls to pieces
and everything is alright for my little nieces.
I feel so unloved,
which is why I always seem to get shoved.
So many things running through my head
all I want to do is go to bed.
I never want to wake up just for this
it is like a dream that i wanted to miss

By Tessa Marsland-Pettigrove 23rd Of April 2009