The runner who hides Poems

Music 9-7-08
Music is the back round noise in my life
Music’s in my soul
Lyrics memorized
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The foster kid tells herself things will get better but she hides her disappointment when things go wrong.

She tells herself blowing up is just an emotion
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Back to a year ago
Back to that place where things made sence
Where everything was kept inside
My heart was lost
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Through my eyes 9-15-08
I see hurt and pain
The tears fall and sometimes I can’t stop
Overwhelming hurt
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You didn't say you were proud of me very often 7/1/08
You could tell everyone else but couldn't tell me
people say how wonderful i am
but why can't you see that
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Sit in the bathtub 7/5/08
watch the blood run down my leg
one more time
maybe it will take all the other pain away
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8-28-08
Heart ripped out know worn on my sleeve
Heart used to be balled up in my chest and now it’s just a mess
I wear it on my sleeve like the braclets on my wrists
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Miss Independent 8-22-08
Becoming someone else
Do I like her or not?
I don’t know yet and I don’t really know where she came from
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The crazy lady 6/08
See’s into your future
Her name sister sara
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A portal to an unknown world 8/08
My writing is my life
My pure joy
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