I wish it would change.
The urge to cut my self.
...
Yesterday I tried to commit suicide..
The good news is..I didnt succeed..
You dont know how much I tried..
And cut just to watch my arm bleed..
...
Heartbreak.
Something I know to much about.
Thinking you would never break my heart.
But sure enough you did with out a doubt.
...
Shes starring at the ceiling.
With her hand to her face.
Wondering what put her in this god for saking place.
...
D-ying to live.
A-nxious to die.
N-ever feeling better.
C-an't see the light.
...
Why are you killing me.
I told you to stop.
Why won't you listen to me.
I tried and I fought.
...
I hate the thought of you being with someone else
Your supposed to be mine and only mine
I wanted it to be forever
...