totally disturbed Poems

Innocent, trusting
They look to their parents for love & security.
Soon they see the evil side of the one they need.
Wondering, What did I do to make them hurt me?
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I never thought much about destiny
Until the night you looked at me.
The attraction you try hard not to see
Shows everytime you look at me.
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Scared, empty all twisted up inside
I'm so unsure of everything
Why am I so unhappy with me.
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Since the moment you were created inside of me
I've thanked the Lord for giving me such a wonderful blessing.
I love so many things about you, your the best thing me and your
father could ever do.
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You place the words on the page.
As if to guide us to a special place.
Whether it's real or whether it's fake.
We anticipate the words everyday.
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To Touch you and feel you next to me..
That's what I desire more than anything.

I felt it for so long but never let you see
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Each day it get's harder and harder
to hide my pain.

I feel the breaking point coming soon
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Come and rescue me
I'm broken can't you see..
Each day that your not
here with me.
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When we first me I thought you were the most
wonderful guy.
Thought we would have such a wonderful life.
I soon realized that would never be.
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