Within the last few years something had gone, missing.
Now being reminded that they were lost makes me long for that time thrown away.
My dreams... Everthing that was me... Lost.
Dont get me wrong I'm still myself but on the inside somehting is missing.
...
It cant be...
With this distance between us two how is this real?
The restless nights seem kind of petty with the way I feel now.
Winds have changed direction and I feel its destination, but with all of my kindness I feel blue.
...
Happiness! ? ! ?
I dont even know the word.
Everytime I get it I alway's seem to be pushed out of it's way.
So, it's not for me, I am not ment to be happy.
...
I stand in front of an empty void.
Something had goinge missing along the way,
I could of turned back
but I wanted it that way.
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Lost Then Found
Within the last few years something had gone, missing.
Now being reminded that they were lost makes me long for that time thrown away.
My dreams... Everthing that was me... Lost.
Dont get me wrong I'm still myself but on the inside somehting is missing.
Being unveiled I feel naked to all that want to see.
But it seems very few will ever get to close.
For the first time in a very long time I actually let someone in...
I let someone see my true self.
How it takes the weight off my shoulders knowing that I can share anything and still be happy.
How I've longed for someone to understand me.
I just wanted to thank you.