He played with me Daddy.
He played with me.
I trusted him Daddy
...
You tease and tear,
After you repair;
Having an extra flair
To handle an affair
...
Bosses play with promotions,
MPs with no-confidence motions.
But he heals with magic lotions,
...
You thought I didn’t care,
When I forced myself away;
You felt I couldn’t dare,
When I forced myself away.
...
You gnawed upon my soul,
Like a vulture feeds upon a carcass.
You ripped apart my heart,
And danced upon my blood.
...
Let's wait and see,
Let's wait and see,
What God holds in store -
For you and me.
...
Eat upon my cold flesh
Like maggots;
Then squirm away
Into another corpse.
...
You fret and fume,
And vituperate -
That I never understood you,
So I betrayed.
...
Daddy,
Today I rested my head
Upon your grave,
And cried myself to sleep.
...
People who depart once never come back.
Why God?
Time that flies once never comes back.
...
My emotions lay
At sixes and sevens;
In doldrums alone
I cry for heavens.
...
Your schizophrenic cow,
Climbed up my tree
For fresh green leaves;
...
Papa, you taught me how to forgive,
He taught me how to forget.
But balancing innocence with experience,
...
You sincerely confessed having several limitations,
And honestly pointed out
The two most fundamental ones -
Slyness and cowardice.
...
One day,
A gift was left at my door.
It came from an anonymous source,
Beautifully wrapped,
...
Please Come Back Daddy
He played with me Daddy.
He played with me.
I trusted him Daddy
But he played with me.
You can see every thing Daddy
As you sit beside God.
You taught me to forgive everyone Daddy
But I shall never forgive him.
Had you been alive today Daddy.
I wouldn't have needed him.
He played with me Daddy.
He played with me.
As if I were a lifeless toy, Daddy
A soulless object.
He played with me Daddy,
He played with me.
I'm crying all alone Daddy
I need you beside me.
Please come back Daddy
I need your lap again.
Please come back to me.
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The intense hatred you reveal through this work shows the intense love you once had or still have for this individual. What the world sees is your apparent hatred. But what I see is the pathetic inadequacy of this person to comprehend and prove worthy of such intense love as yours.