I've abandoned myself
to the dark and cold winters
of desperate struggle.
...
In the lonely places
of my heart,
a wretched fire burns,
all agony.
...
I can't tell if I'm
angry or sad, this
volcano that is
erupting. I am
...
In the face of an anger
that I can do nothing to ease,
and all the black hatred
directed straight towards me;
...
Some people's hands
are smaller than mine.
Sometimes, she picks mine up
...
Lost and deluded
The babe is chained
in her clay coffin
Overly large,
...
I have
smooth white skin.
Like
a porcelain child,
...
Nostalgic music
Iridescent bubbles of sound
drawing a fluid past from
the deepest wells of memory.
...
What am I waiting for?
in this dark house?
The lights are all off
and the ticktack of
...
Sometimes the empty night can get
far too overwhelming
The loneliness envelops me
devours me
...