Alice Winters

Choices choices choices,
Why do I have to choose,
To stay or to go,
To live or to die,
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Please don't make me do this,
Take the knife to my arms,
Seeing the blood flowing down my skin,
I tried to be strong,
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It would be amazing to run away,
To not have to worry about one more day,
To feel the wind pushing against my skin,
To feel the tears fall down my cheek,
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Sitting down on the bathroom floor,
Stands up she cant take anymore,
Grabs the razor from the top shelf,
Screams out loud as she cuts herself,
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Your eyes are filled with crystal,
Your hair is full with light,
Your mouth is filled with mystery,
Your body’s full of height,
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There is a huge room of people,
But why do I feel so alone?
Why do I feel deserted, my emotions are never shown,
I laugh at what people say, and I go along with their words,
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Why is it that you think you can do this to people,
We are all human beings,
Were not animals,
When you tell us to sit, we don't sit, when u tell us to stop, we don't stop,
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Dreams fade away like the stars in the sky,
People fade away before you get to say good-bye,
Does anything stay the same,
Or is life just a big game?
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Tears Tears
falling down my face,
Blood blood
rushing in my veins,
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take a deep breath and close your eyes
try to forget about those cuts and lies
keeping your feeling so bottles up inside
its crushing all your strength and all your might
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I am lost,
I feel no pain.
Am I heaven?
Or am I going insane?
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I see her,
that girl I used to be.
When I had a family, friends,
people who cared.
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That person,
that one person that makes you smile.
He'll show you that for once in your life,
everything is okay.
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If everything happens for a reason,
then why am i here?
Every day i hear a voice,
telling me that there is so much more to life.
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The angles are waiting for me to come,
and I know that I should but I don't want to run.
I can get scared sometimes in my life,
but that doesn't mean I shouldn't try.
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If something old and familiar is ending,
Then something unknown and therefore terrifying is beginning.
The changes can be allusive,
Like the dust of late summer.
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BOOM,
My heart,
It slams against the insides of my chest.
Faster and faster,
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No I have never cut before,
But I want to,
Whats making me hold back,
Just do it already,
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A snarl rips through my teath,
My eyes watch its every movement,
I am ready
Ready to attack my pray,
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I step outside to feel the breeze,
I feel like its controlling me,
Pushing me closer to the people I trust,
Pushing me farther from my hate and disgust,
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