I am lost,
I feel no pain.
Am I heaven?
Or am I going insane?
...
I see her,
that girl I used to be.
When I had a family, friends,
people who cared.
...
That person,
that one person that makes you smile.
He'll show you that for once in your life,
everything is okay.
...
If everything happens for a reason,
then why am i here?
Every day i hear a voice,
telling me that there is so much more to life.
...
The angles are waiting for me to come,
and I know that I should but I don't want to run.
I can get scared sometimes in my life,
but that doesn't mean I shouldn't try.
...
If something old and familiar is ending,
Then something unknown and therefore terrifying is beginning.
The changes can be allusive,
Like the dust of late summer.
...
BOOM,
My heart,
It slams against the insides of my chest.
Faster and faster,
...
No I have never cut before,
But I want to,
Whats making me hold back,
Just do it already,
...
A snarl rips through my teath,
My eyes watch its every movement,
I am ready
Ready to attack my pray,
...