Every night,
I cry out my heart
To the pillow
And turning it upside down,
...
When I was little
I would often run
Far and wide
Chasing the horizon,
...
When you
Showed me the rainbow
For the first time,
I wished for a ladder
...
Dekho,
Kitni sudhar gayi hai jindagi...
Na kissi ke aane ka
Intezar hoga...
...
Kya dhoondhte hai?
Kyoun dhoondhte hai?
Kise dhoondhte hai?
...
Hume tanhaiyon ki aadat thi
Tanhai ka koi naam nahi tha..
...
Often you have called me
"Complete"
Often you have called me
"A full woman"
...
Na jaane tumme-hum me,
Kya khas hai
Jo batayee nahi banti,
Chipayee nahi chipti.
...
Poochu kisse parichay aapna
Mei khud se aanjaan
Barso se parkha hai khud ko
Baanker ke vidwan.
...
Tumahara jana
Aachanak pushpo ki kaliyo se
Unke mahak ka ud jana.
Kal tak jo khila khila tha
...
Nayana,
Yo na barso tum
Bemousam barsat ki tarah.
Baandh lo aashru ko,
...
Aap bhi badal gayee
Badalte mausamoo ki tarah,
Rangoo me rang gayee
Ghadi-ghadi badlne wale
...
Aap bhi badal gayee
Badalte mausamoo ki tarah,
Rangoo me rang gayee
Ghadi-ghadi badlne wale
...
“ I Will Never Love You Again”.
Every night,
I cry out my heart
To the pillow
And turning it upside down,
swear
“ I will never love you again”.
But,
Every morning
I get up
My soul filled up
To the brim,
with love for you.
My senses
all clouded,
with your thoughts.
And
Like a zombie,
I go on living,
Giving,
Laughing,
Crying.
While my soul
Yearns for your soul,
My heart
Pines for your love
And my being
Just wants to
reach out to you.
Then the days
Turns into nights
And again,
I cry out my heart
To the pillow
And turning it upside down,
swear
“ I will never love you again”.
Pray,
will this turmoil
of mornings and nights
ever for me
will end?
Will there be
A day
When this zombie
will have a soul again?
But till then,
Every night,
I cry out my heart
To the pillow
And turning it upside down,
Swear,
“ I will never love you again”.