Carla Nestoros

Secrets, Secrets
Lies, Lies
She sits in her room
And cries and cries
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Have you ever held back tears so hard
It makes you choke?
Have you ever held onto something so tight
Eventually it broke?
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I used to look at you and see my future in my eyes.
Now as you meet my stare, i feel sick, i see nothing but a mannequin.
You stare in the mirror.
And carefully choose the face you'll wear that day.
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Her eyes are withdrawn from her surroundings.
And black with mascara tears.
If you look deeper into them.
You find the slow path to her fears.
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Try me?
If you really want to
The depth of your eyes are black
And you don't hold me like you used to
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Now I can just live, let me learn
while you still breathe, the world still turns
As you still strive to bring me down
I will still fly to the beat of my sound
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He clung to me, he cried you know
He began to pray
He tried and begged and pleaded
As I said he had to pay
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It happened when it happened
After and before you appeared
You seem to not believe my lies
Exactly what I’ve feared
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Winter, you are disgusting.
You stare me in the face, cold.
You are heartless and slippery,
you are suicidal.
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I’m here, you’re there, my darling
You’re there, I’m here, as well
My body’s nothing without yours
My eyes, my lips can tell
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Dear sweet evil ghost. I'm here.
No time has been untainted by your betrayal. I've stormed through life still angry. My eyes have turned to stone..
My heart has turned to dust.
No path has been unwinding. I'm always thrown into your web.
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Good morning life’s new sunshine
So bright for daytimes break
Rip me out of my sweet ignorance
And make me stay awake
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A dream world
Waking up's so painful
I see and hear the same world
It's so hard to go through
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At the point where the poison smells so sweet
You fought battles to appear for me
The path was blocked
I'm sorry
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Velvet and black lace
These tears of harsh regret
Roses that drip blood
Tell stories i can't forget
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The rain came down hard
And hadn't stopped since
Patters still fall deep in my heart
Then you.
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Why are my hands still shaking?
Why is my mascara down my face?
Why am i so broken?
Why don't i recognise this place?
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I wish i was your first thought in the morning
Your last thought at night
I wish you stayed awake wondering
If i'm sleeping alright
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You closed my eyes so softly
Wishing for me to sleep, steadily
I refuse as my anguish takes over
And i bite my lip
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If you were ever to go and leave me
Nobody would ever compare
I’d wake up in the night
Wishing you were laying there
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