The notice, the interest, the cautious gaze
The wish to meet; to love or hate
The clash of eyes, desires relate
Bloated with pride...The spineless state.
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Focused on a goal with a daring purpose
Persuasive distractions frame a logo
The mistake of notice, breeds curiosity and interest
Attention changes... the Veil comes on
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Nightfall... In fear we sprawl
Creatures crawl... In search of blood
Mystery Drums... turns on the heat
Stop! ... T' is your fast heartbeat!
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Relationship quakes with bitter aches
I gave it all but lost to lust
My heart is shut… emotions dulled
Never again! ! ! … I moan in pain.
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Daybreak! , The bathroom door I Face
Frustration dawns my life again
Great hunger strain, Struggles? ... No gain
Oh pain! Oh pain! ! Oh pain! ! !
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In search of happiness
Sorrow creeps in… slowly
Like a thief at night… taking over my life.
I’m caught unaware, absorbed in despair.
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The warmth, the calm, ...The peace within
The eagerness, the push, the wish to live
To share, to love, Together and free
Alas! ... In tears, I came to be.
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***Read up 'The Mind Drift' First...
Yawn, yawn, more yawns… Oh digidy yawn, my mouth so wide, could stuff a ton. Woke up messed up, my head... those drums. Bathtub, great munch… Yeah! Back in form! Straight up to where I left you off, I had to sleep… Don’t you agree? I tossed and turned all through the night… Tracey! Tracey! ! Till morning light.
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That period again, the yuletide! Periods to retro twist your mind. Sober reflections, oh I must mention… the highs and lows, success… sorrows. I made the best of my Christmas day… an opportunity, I reckon, to sleep… or play.
Then came, the call… time for the mall. Great fun for all… was thrilled for sure.
I lodged in a grand hotel in style, to cap the daylong freaky miles. Time for some snacks and drinks; unwind… straight to the pool I went… reclined. Now alone, mind-boggling zone, my head tries retro-life bemoan. I fight it off with tricks I mustered, more drinks, more drinks… Oh what a cluster.
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***Read Up 'The First Kiss' First...
A relationship had started, a love bond sealed; one I thought my life would need. It was good, went well and all was “swell”… But all good start comes to an end. I gave her my life; she WAS my life, understanding with trust… Could be my wife. No day goes by; she’s by my side… “Without you, love, I’ll shrink and die”.
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