gemma carter

god saw you were getting tired and a cure was not to be;
so he put his arm around you and whispered ' come with me '
with tearful eyes we saw you, watched you pass away
even though we loved you dearly, we couldn't make you stay
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through the pain of memories;
through the rainbow light of the darkness
another day beckons.
through a thousand morning mists;
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Another tear;
streams down my burning face.
The world and life around me;
has no meaning.
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this will be the last time i take it;
seconds tick by
the world outside of me,
outside my thoughts.
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Another whisper behind my back
why wont they cut me some slack?
another sleepless night
holding my pillow so tight
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it was 2 and 10 months yesterday
i wish there was a way to make you both stay
every day, i hope, i wish..
one more time i could feel your kiss
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One thought ripping through my mind.
this thought, is one a kind.
the blood on the floor
proves i cant take it anymore.
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he's gone, away for a long time
i shudder at the thought, he was once mine
something i've been praying for,
pain and tears are no more
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I never thought i'd see the day
when the pain of loseing you started to ease away
i think im finally starting to get over you
no matter how much pain you dying put me though
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When your loved ones depart
tearing out your heart

when all you can do is cry
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One heart;
To lend;
To share;
To give to your love.
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I wake up again;
The rain hammering the window.
Another bottle breaks;
just like the fence outside
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I wish
Wishing i could freeze the world;
let go of everything in it.
just until i've had a chance to sit down and think.
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hands of friendship,
helping hands
hands to lend,
hand that are shaken
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Its when nobody calls you names
its when you don't look around corners
its when you walk without fear of another set of footsteps walking behind you.
its when shadows are just the absence of light and not the absence of security.
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the way the stars are bright,
the way the face in the mirror is mine.
the way the world turns,
always turning.
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