Gone Forever; ; Poem by gemma carter

Another tear;
streams down my burning face.
The world and life around me;
has no meaning.
caught in the moment.
fear and hatred overcome me.
breathing becomes short and sharp.
everything's spinning;
it won't stop.
questions coming from all directions.
screaming inside.
trying to blank it out.
the pain and torture becoming;
once again, unbearable.
digging and digging;
until i finally scream.
screaming until my lungs collapse.
gasping for breath.
this is where it all ends;
everything that once haunted me.
gone; forever.
never too return.