will my words continue as a story?
will I remember your priceless smiles?
you gave them to me
I'll never forget
...
the afternoon sun holds my fascination
and I can't focus on you
how good of it to do that for me
but it dries up the water
...
my heart is in your hands
to take or break
to mend or make
into something all your own
...
does it amaze you as it amazes me?
how I wonder if you, too, can see
that my entire self has disappeared from view
because it would rather be chasing you...
...
when did this happen?
my life is all about control
not letting anyone into my heart and soul
staying focused, staying on track
...
let her walk away
let her cry in the corner
where she feels she belongs
let her pull the petals of your rose
...
I wish everyone would just leave me alone
this is the saddest day I have ever known
bend me or break me, I don't care
I won't feel anything because
...
I can't believe
what I let them get away with
it all started with her
blackmail and manipulation
...
breathing in a room
engulfed in silence
thinking of where I could be
...
a voice inside me
screams out to my sorrow
all is lost!
all is lost!
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