jamila henry

I don't understand my feelings toward you.
I don't know why I'm still trying and why I still care.
It would be better if you left so I can forget about you.
But how can you forget about someone you think about all the time.
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It's time to go it's time to leave. It's time for me to stop saying please. I try to go and I try to stay. It's just so hard for me to look away. Lets be friends. Alright?
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Every time someone says your name it just doesn't feel the same.
I use to be all excited but now all I feel is pain.
Every love song reminds me of you.
now that your gone I just cant figure out what to do.
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They told me to move on, They told me to forget about you.
But every time I see your face I just can't erase what I felt before.
I'm glad you`re happy i'm glad you found what you want.
I guess what we had was not what I thought.
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I hope she makes you happy.
I hope she makes you laugh.
I hope she gives you all the things I never had.
I wish you two the best, and I hope you have fun.
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I hate when I get flashbacks of all the stupid things I did.
Especially those moments I don't want to remember and those feelings I should've hid. But everyone has regrets, everyone has mistakes. Everyone has that one moment in life the wish they could erase.
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