Jessie Li here Poems

To my 'once best friend' and the people she chooses as important

I have wasted all this time waiting
for you to see me
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It's hard to admitt
Though I know I need to
This calm peacefullness
Is slowly being covered
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Just Say No, but Scream Out Yes
Don't Frown, but Never Smile
Do Everything I Say, but
AlwaysAct Like You're Alone
...

drip drop
blood slips from
non-existent wounds
drip drop
...

You acctually said something in my defense
Even if it was a mutter under your breath

I still heard you,
...

I'm too trapped in blisfull fantasy
To ever have warm arms around me
I have no one to whisper 'I Love You'
In the back of my ear
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So I'm more than slightly pitiful...
Why is it you try to remind me....
In front of the distant audiance...
To run and get away... I look......
...

Why does everthing you touch seem to wanna
turn to gold....
Why does it seem whenever you run they
leave you alone....
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Theres no such thing as never being broken
(Theres no such thing as never being fixed)
No such thing as never crying
(No such thing as never smiling)
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“keine Bäume erreichen überhaupt den Himmel'
“no trees ever reach the sky.”
They stretch with every branch
Of their being
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