Crave... Poem by Jessie Li here

I'm too trapped in blisfull fantasy
To ever have warm arms around me
I have no one to whisper 'I Love You'
In the back of my ear
Except when I sleep and dream

I've always known this thing called lonely
But being so welcomed and warm
If only momentary
Make me feel that I can't leave it alone
I am beginning to hate the cold I have to love

There's no one there to protect me
They just run away
Once they see the Better
Whatever, far away
I can't have someone to call my own

I just mingle with my cold
Warmth is only from innerness
And personal peace from dreams
That i'm supposed to love so dearly
Warmth only last a moment until it's all you crave

I don't have someone to hold
When I'm afraid and alone
I want a kiss that I don't fear
And no time watching
No one's there to pretend they care

That moment should have just taken
My breath away and been that
But now it's all that I crave
Not feeling so accepted
Is breaking me

'Cause it's so hard not to Crave

March 15,2008