I've cast away my pain
upon this ruby bed.
'Twas here my heart was slain;
for love it wept and bled.
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A butterfly of vibrant blues
rested upon the railing
hugging my front porch.
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A silence overwhelms my thoughts
As words disperse through tears
And emptiness augments within
This mind consumed by fears
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I stood there naked
Filled with doubt
Ashamed of what
The mirror held
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Behind a door inside my mind,
the one I've colored garnet red,
are lovers that my heart designed
to stroll through dreams where passion's fed.
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Amidst the ebon of my lonely room
I feel a covert brush across my face.
The phantom from my dreams disrupts the gloom,
which terminates despair's profound embrace.
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Demons in the night,
thriving on my plight.
Haunting in my sleep,
fear they've come to reap.
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Deep in a dream
I saw you there
I'm sorry
Couldn't help but stare
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I sit here in silence
remembering the times
his muse took a moment
to cuddle with mine,
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