Jordyn Heal

Jordyn Heal Poems

I hate that you left me
I have that I fell for you
I hate that your smile haunts
I hate that you died
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I don't remember the first day we met
We were so little and inocent
No one looking at us then would see
The distructive paths we now lead
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3.

find the cold tears comforting
They remind me that I'm still here
The tears role down off my cheeks
As they lower the casket I want to yell no
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Bruises fade
Memories always remain
I flinch away from you
Only because his memory
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I've spent ages waitting
Longing for the words
You would never say
I preyed you'd say them
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I used to love to write
The words came so easily
I used to love to pretend
That way everything was okay
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I stand straight and strong
It's hard to break me down
For supports hold me up
I protect what I can
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I remember when you died
I remember how I cried
I slowly lost myself
Loosing everything I was
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Darkness consumes my soul
The smile hiding the sadness
I keep deep with in this mess
I try to forget but with,
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You said you'd stay forever
What is forever anyway
You would have kept that promise
If not for that man, who walked away
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11.

You're dead, passed on
Everything spins around me
Life goes on, Life goes on
Even though you are gone
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You walked away
From my loving arms
It's over our lips
Will never meet again
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13.

In a couple of days, you'll be gone
I'm not ready to say goodbye
This goodbye is forever
You won't come home to me
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14.

It's out of my control
I'll have to face that someday
Right now I just want to fix it
I want to hold you tight
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I'm crying, but I no longer know
Why
Why you scream
Why you yell
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16.

Who I am?
Someone you'll never see
Fore you dont look close
Enough to see the real me
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I'm smiling even though
I want to cry,
I smile for you,
No one else
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On nights like this
When the wind blows ever so gently
Rustling the leaves high in the trees
Beckoning the coming of fall
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The truth be told
I never truly loved you
I never actually cared
You never meant anything
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20.

He's not you, but he'll have to do
You're gone and I'm still here
I still have to go on day by day
My love will always belong to you
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The Best Poem Of Jordyn Heal

I Hate That I Don'T Hate You

I hate that you left me
I have that I fell for you
I hate that your smile haunts
I hate that you died
I hate that I can't be angry
I hate that I'm upset
I hate that you wanted this
I hate that I wasn't enough
I hate that I couldn't make you happy
I hate that your gone
I hate that I don't hate you
I hate that your laugh is gone
I hate your gentle kisses
I hate your friends for not crying
I hate that I can't stop crying
I hate that life goes on
I hate that your not actually dead
I hate your choices
I hate the drugs that you love
I hate I feel that your dead
I hate you're no longer mine
I hate the people you now call friends
I hate the men you sleep with
I hate your dad for what he's done
I hate seeing you so unhappy
I hate so many things but the one
I hate the most
I hate that I love you
I hate I would die for you
I hate I'll never get over you
I hate this new you
I hate myself for not hating you

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Casandra Carpenter 15 May 2011

i love your poem i hate that i dont hate you i feel the same way about some one your peotrys amazing! :)

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