Joshua Amburn

They don’t know how I feel
The pain inside
The smile on my face
Covers the hurt I hide
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All that surrounds me is but a lie
As tears fall from bloodshot eyes
Twisted thoughts fill my head
Hoping soon that I’ll be dead
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How much truth is in love
When the words fall to the floor?
Is it an empty emotion
An illusion of something more?
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Life holds me where I stand
Immobilized in despair
Kill me with your words
Cut me with your stare
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Why can’t I sleep
I just dream of you
In the darkest nights
Your eyes burn through
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I hate me because you love me.
You are blind and cannot see.
You deserve way more than I can give.
But without you, my darling, I cannot live.
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She’s beautiful, as she spreads her wings
To mask the pain from your eyes.
You see the black that slithers through the colors
Like a sunset beneath the marks of night.
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You hold visions
Of hope in your eyes
Your soft, sweet words
To my face, brings a smile
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You’re the one I want
My everything
In my harsh winter
You’re my spring
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You told me things will be ok
Softly spoken lies
You told that you loved me so
Hate, then filled your eyes
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