You always found filth in all I uttered
Shattered everything I touched
And shut every door that opened before me
Taught me heaven is beyond my reach
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I slept thinking last night
Houses wracked and people branded
Nobody wants to look back
All we care for is the rand
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I know my people! ! ! !
As sad as it may sound, truth needs be told that I've been through fire.
Life as harsh as it may have been, it has been a great teacher.
It taught me to choose living no matter what,
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The poison loneliness
Is you and I prisoners alike
Held captive by imaginations
Hallucinating as the bloody experts tell
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To the question why do I love you
I get to peek into tomorrow's untold
And find myself intertwined with you
I get to hear angels whisper of a perfect mold
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You Had My Love
You always found filth in all I uttered
Shattered everything I touched
And shut every door that opened before me
Taught me heaven is beyond my reach
And silly me took your teachings to heart
oh I took everything you preached
Because you were everything to me
You knew you had my heart
And I let you to it
You knew how to make me smile
But I guess you enjoyed seeing me cry
Sometimes I wonder if you have a heart
If you are human
Time and time you'd let me fall
& secretly rejoice in my misery
And I'd let you to it
What was I to do?
You had my heart and you knew it
You knew me and I thought I knew you
You had love and you blew it
You'll never find love
Because you are not a fool enough
To fall in love