Kristina Jordan

The sun does not dare enter
Where once it filltered in
A room which flourished with wild flowers
Now stands dark and gloom
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Still my heart beats faster
Making pitter patters like a child running
Rush of joy through my being
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Story of a girl
Anorexic
Doing drugs
On the verge of running from home
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Every day I would look at our house
Falling apart I would always say
Every day I would walk down a little dirt road
The most perfect little house
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Even though time passes
We remain together
Changes happen suddenly
Or slowly over time
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I have often fantasized about this day
Trying to imagine what I would be feeling
Every time I felt the same
I know I love you
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My throat swelling with discontent
Air struggling to fill the lungs with yet another breath of hopelessness Paralized with the fear of what might take place
Begging for the chains to be broken releasing the butterfly within the cacoon
Screaming without being noticed
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A long time ago I was in love
But then came fears
I thought I could rise above
Instead I found myself in tears
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The way I feel is hard to explain
My life isn't what it use to be
But I find that I like to complain
When I look at my life and see
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As I sit here passing time
Writing words that will never speak
Words that fall apon deaf ears
Time will pass
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