Lex Cullen

What others see-I do not see.
What others feel-I can not return.
They say it's a bright and shiny light.
All I see are cobwebs and darkness.
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Where my heart.
Shall lay a nest.
Where bees always wait.
When those who want to get close.
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I rip my Heart apart.
All to tell you that I love you.
In front of all these people.
I'm on one knee.
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Thoughts start to spill in.
Good thoughts.
Bad thoughts.
I can't turn it off.
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Sitting here.
Inside a garden.
The flowers are beautiful.
Even if most are dead.
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Chains rattle
They take a hold
A hold of my existence
I try to struggle
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Suffocation.
Pressing me into the wall.
Giving me nowhere to go.
But sit there.
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These thoughts are nosie.
Noise I prefer to enjoy.
Like static inside my head.
Though silence still comes around.
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I take one step deeper
Though no actions of a peeper
I tried to play a game
And now I'm all to blame
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Am I here or not
For what I have thought
Will not be forgot
A feeling of perspective
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Broken down, lookin over the edge.
Livin on a thin line, legs dangling off the ledge.
Though never jumpin we pledge.
Wolves that get in our heads.
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