From purity, light and beauty you were seen,
Unique soul - happy laughs and love you bring.
There's been shakes and turns,
I've twisted my design.
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Kind and pure in strength - your foundation grounded,
Faith in your planned path - living in full.
Blessed with a gift - unique, unearthly and in certainty
bound for eternity;
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In the still dark endless night
I lie awake listening to the distant tick-tock of a clock
You're not here with me my love
And the sudden urge of empty longing comes gushing through
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I've fallen into an existence,
Days and months, now nothing makes sense...
Confusion, wondering where I've disappeared to,
When I left and how there seem to be no trace of my soul, I've searched it through
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Eyes wide open- darkness surrounds;
In the distance a rooster sounds his alarm;
The break of dawn;
The sun is about so shine- it's going to be warm!
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I've stood staring into your eyes,
Countless times.
Absorbed every moment of you,
Studied every curve, every expression,
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Countless hours and days past,
Memories of you catching me off guard,
Wishing, hoping and even crazy seconds where I find myself relying on fate...
Creating a perfect painting of the second in time our paths cross once more...
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Uncontrollably - speeding towards a dead end.
Inability to control the wheel
Crashing through a dead end brick wall
Pushed past the point of breaking
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A single day behind me, one more day I've made it through.
Knowing you'll be so close to where I am,
This day filled with unbearable emotion, confusion and blank, vast spaces.
I feel split second of pure desperation break through - all of it far beyond my control.
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Amazing friend was the mask you portrayed -
A knight in shining armor, you appeared just as everyone else walked out.
There for me in every way - meticulous obeyed, like a robot being paid.
Sharing your deepest, darkest secrets - I felt peace within as I trusted you without a doubt.
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