yastika ? Poems

So stuck
Feeling empty
Why does life
Have to be this way
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Distances away I leave my heart
On a cold shiny platter
Where no feelings have ever emerged
Where no love has ever manifested
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it is a train smash
a thunderous storm
it is the devil
in its most evil form
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꧁༺𝓜𝔂 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽 𝓲𝓼 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓬𝓪𝓷𝓿𝓪𝓼
          𝓘𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝓴𝓷𝓮𝔀
         𝓗𝓸𝔀 𝓪𝓬𝓬𝓾𝓼𝓽𝓸𝓶𝓮𝓭 𝓘 𝓪𝓶  𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓪𝓵𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓼 𝓸𝓯
         𝓶𝔂 𝓬𝓱𝓮𝓮𝓴𝓼
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The darkness
Is where my restless heart shall dwell
The crows chirp on the leafless branches
The moonlight over my soul
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