michael billiot

I've lost my mind I've lost my soul
I've lost sight of my apparent goal
don't know where to go anymore
my hearts broken and so tore
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I try to control myself an a daily
yet daily i feel more and more crazy
have i lost myself along the way
can i get back to that one happy day
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I've tried so hard so many times
But all I feel is a lack of heart inside
Why am I alone why is no one home
Why am I so cold why am I not bold
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Euphorical inebriation
no hesitation only regeneration
give me an explanation
of my registration
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Its so hard to not feel like rotten flesh
so grotesque except
nothing less
than greatness
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Here I sit in my little tower
Truly unwillingly not in power
How can I grasp the fact that my mask isn't properly attached
Cause I see who I am cant stand the man I've come to understand
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My mentality
Has multiple personalities
But my tragedy
Is deciphering which is fallacy
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Alone I sit with people around me
And even though my hearts pounding
Ever so loudly no one hears a peep
From my screaming when I speak
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