I cant look at you without crying
My heart skips a beat
I want you so bad
Im getting so weak
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i want so bad to say something to you about it,
but i dont know if i should.
i dont want to cause a problem,
if there is no need to be.
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Its all an attempt to hide what i really feel
A cover up for my pain
But your the drug that numbs my mind
baby you keep me sane
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Why do your words still hurt?
Why does everything you say make my heart sink?
How come even though ive found love, your still always on my mind?
Why does everyone else notice it to?
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Fear.
Fear of being lonely.
Fear of letting someone past.
Fear of getting too close.
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The sun fades as the day goes by
Another minuet lost
Happiness, fear, intimidation all felt
For true life, what is the cost?
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