nayeli contreras

Because of a dude stuck on meth,
He went trough life followed by death,
Rumor says he grew up too fast,
Since he was little his innocince didnt last,
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The hours are endless
My life is friendless
I hope for the best but not hope in sight
I dont want to die but im afraid i might
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It speaks to me whispers in my ear
It trys to frighten praying on my deepest fear
undenialble, inevitable, real
will the wounds it makes ever heal?
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Hurting myself to feel
Something here now, real,
Refusing to show weakness or cry,
Knowing i dont care if i die,
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Look into her eyes,
can you see it?
look into her eyes,
the pain?
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Drinking and shooting up so you can stall,
On life and all the pain,
Just hurt and no gain,
You know you can't take it,
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love is pain
pain follows blood
u took the last little piece and hope of my heart
and u blew it apart
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I see you with her so happy
i feel like s***
doing with her the things you did with me
i try not to care
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Even if you hurt me even if you dare,
Even if you tell me that you never cared
life goes on,
Even if you rip my heart out even if you try
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I hide my tears behind my lies
if I show love then it diez
more like killed when pain meet's hate
I wanna take it all back but it's too late
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a tear
a single tear hides
a million lies a million why's?
a million loved and then it diez
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There once was an old lady named meg,
who fell and twisted her leg,
she fell on the road,
a car just passed mode,
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This emotion is worse than blind fury,
It comes and hits you in a hurry,
It betray's and stabs you in the back,
It's a painful sometimes lethal attack,
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I tell the story of a man
awfully sickening, gready, grim
steal and murder were his desires
trying to kill many before he expired
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Your gone but the scares remain
Your loss has turned me insane
I've lost you but your still alive
I've lost you and i can't survive
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I met you,
I smiled,
Feel in love so deep
Life changed
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What could this thing mean now?
this thing called life
so real and nonexistent
could it be that i could have had this all along
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today another scary day
cannot laugh cannot say
im fine truly fine
people ask 'are you okay? '
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Your eyes say i like the sight of you,
your touch says i miss you
your smile says you make me happy
your hugs say i will protect you
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All thats left is a memory of a tear streaked face,
Is it possible that some pains hurt so much emotion cant escape?
Because if i couldn't handle this pain it wouldn't have been put in my life right?
why is it that this thing that runs through my veins numbs me?
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