new neighbour

The world seems grey to me now
Voices are quiet, darkness is covering me inside
Sadness had been so far away
And now it's telling me to get used to it and live with this pain
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How am i supposed to believe
In all those fairy tales
You see the morning I'm waking up to
You see my state
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Don't say everything's gonna be alright
They wont
Everytime we make a move to fix things up
We fall
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I cant stand this terrible world
All good things turned into the worst
All my hopes got lost in dust
Sick and tired of seeing other people's happy faces
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I’ve been keeping this secret for years
Locked up inside all of my tears
No one knew that it was love that I was waiting for
Cause I never let my feelings show
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We promised to be friends forever
But when I remember the very beginning of all
I cant help it
I keep thinking that you’ll break the rule like you did before
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I’m walking down an empty street
Feeling lonely cause no one’s calling
I’ve put my faith on the stars
They’re all that I have to trust
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you are the dream that i've been living
you have the soul i wish i could touch
fells like there's an ocean on which i'm walking
as the raindrops fall and i'm trying to catch
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I've been trying to find out what i've been doing wrong
The more i'm trying to reach you, the more you fade away
Anyway, i have to move along
I remember once you smiled at me, maybe it was just a coincidence
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You let her die
Let her burn in your crimson flames of love
She was suffering
She lied awake everynight
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I treasure every teardropp that i cried for you
Cause they're all real, they're full of love and all true
Wish u'd understand me and come to sweep them away
Tell me you love me too and everything will be okay
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All i do is to smile
Whenever i see you hold her
I dont think i really loved you
Luckily you never saw me cry
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Just a couple of words that i wanna say
Nothing special, even asking if you're okay
That's all i'm asking for everytime i pray
Before everything's gone and before i go away
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If you call me you cant find me
I wont be here anymore
I'll be on my way to a place that i dont even know
But if i had you i wouldnt leave
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You show up and then fade away

Tell me why cant you just stay
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Dreaming of the one who could rescue me
Though i know he’ll never come
And i have a dead heart inside
Before no one ever broke it apart
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