Keep Living Poem by new neighbour

I've been trying to find out what i've been doing wrong
The more i'm trying to reach you, the more you fade away
Anyway, i have to move along
I remember once you smiled at me, maybe it was just a coincidence
I tried so hard not to forget that moment
Anyway, i have to keep my silence
Anyone on this earth could tell that i love you more than she does
You're the only one who has no idea about it
Anyway, i have to blind my heart and my eyes