I get sad
too sad, when I dont get external support, encouragement and praise
it sucks.
...
Exhausted feels like coming to the end
Of an excruciatingly long and horrendously dusty road
That houses *everything*
But a resting place.
...
What it took me so long to understand
Was that what you put forth as fact
Were actually your
Hopes, Wishes, Dreams…
...
It's not a big deal to someone
Who could do it in their sleep
To someone who couldn't fathom
Waking up one day, and not being
...
Effortlessly
They stride
5,10,15 miles
And come back to proudly
...
I have swept the floors,
and the windows are clean,
the silver is polished,
home fit for a queen...
...
It surprises me
that I am not jealous of you
well at least not in the way
...