It surprises me
that I am not jealous of you
well at least not in the way
I thought I would be.
Actually, Im not jealous at all.
I am not jealous of you
but
I am envious of your situation
I want someone to talk to
to confide in
to feel safe in.
Like you have
Like you seem to have
But I don't want to be her
And I dont want you to be him
And I don't want anything to seem
I want it all to be real
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem