Paul M. Mayer

Paul M. Mayer Poems

What is going on with me,
I am suffering, why can’t you see
I swim in blood all day and night
Waiting for her to be my light
...

A wisp of darkness engulfs the light
As I slip into this dark night
A night I won’t recover from
No matter how hard I try to run.
...

Trapped I am inside myself
my blood is black, I am not well,
my mental status is intact,
Although I can't get over one fact
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The word Forever is a lie
When darkness comes, and light is neigh,
Because her hand lets go of mine
And my face it does not shine
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I remember so clearly the day I first met her
Feelings so real I was sure
But then she did leave like a bird in the winter
My mind stuck on her like a burr
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I can’t explain the way I felt when you were by my side
Those times we spent together then our souls they did collide
I also can’t put into words the emptiness inside
‘cause when you left me here alone a part of me did die
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Paul M. Mayer Biography

I was born April 30th 1995, and since than, I have gone through a lot of stuff, including PTSD from Near-Death experiences and Sexual Abuse, Major depressive disorder from my true love moving away, and bieng sent to a treatment center in Utah for the previous reasons. Although I maintain a 4.0 in school back here in Bakersfield, I am still very depressed and have thoughts of suicide all the time. It is just finding a way to express them through a non-hurtful way, without letting my parents know how I feel, and I found poetry.)

The Best Poem Of Paul M. Mayer

She Flew Away On Wings Of Angels

What is going on with me,
I am suffering, why can’t you see
I swim in blood all day and night
Waiting for her to be my light
Why cant you save me from this abyss
Is she the one to bring me bliss?
To hold her tight through all my nights
Will save me from my fears and frights
My heart is shattered,
All ripped and torn
Is there no cure?
Will I forever mourn?
There is no point to life at all
‘cause into love I had to fall
Is there a reason to this pain,
Someone stop this, its not humane.
Not humane to suffer so,
When the one you love will never show
Never show for that loving kiss
Never to feel her tender lips
Never to see her face again,
And never to remember when

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