I look to the sky:
The sunshine blue sky,
And imagine the rain,
Falling like tears from the clouds,
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I can only see red,
My soul long since dead,
Insects of many forms crawl on me,
Feeding on my fear like cenobites,
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Rip it up, throw it away, start again,
Don't bluff, don't lie, let your anxieties fry.
Be brave, be strong, be fearless,
Talk straight, be straight,
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Blood like rich red wine,
I drink from her veins like the vampire I am,
I taste deep berries and spices as I drink,
Loving the rich taste of her,
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I do love you, I don't deny,
But if you break my heart,
I won't cry and I won't die.
You're not the boss of me,
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I see women on the covers of magazines,
And think how amazing they look,
And how I'd love to look myself,
But I am me: not a fashion model or actress,
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Life can be messy and dirty,
It can be tough and time consuming,
No matter who you are,
People come and go:
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China and the Chinese love their noodles,
They have spread their vast array of foods,
Clothing, lifestlye, education, among other things,
Across the world, the Chinese are unique,
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She applies her red lipstick and black eyeliner,
The evening not quite yet begun,
For this is her job, her career,
And in her life she must alone steer,
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I can't speak French,
But I love my French Fancy,
He is my sugar fix,
So sweet with his affection,
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