Your name is one I can hardly bear to speak
my loyalty to you never reaching its peak
My heart longing to bring you joy
my friendship is yours, my sily silly boy
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the monster inside is calling my name
whispering to me that i am to blame
the day drawing near and almost upon
until the time where he will be gone
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The ocean rages, tossing turning violent
Green specks thrown carelessly
Like an artist dropping a paint brush
White clouds circle in a lazy circle
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the fear of the loss gripping my mind
this feeling is not like the others of its kind
my best friend, the center, of this bound pain
though my mind knows this is for his gain
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Scarred heart
Burnt heart
Hollow heart
Rid of all promises,
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I watch as you walk coldly by
Ice radiates off your posture
The tilt of your shoulder increases
My heart drops to the floor
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There is a demon in the center of my chest
scratching it's way out, flying its nest
the darkness engulfs my heart and soul
tearing through the walls, breaking a hole
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the night is, my love, is my time to shine
the darkness, my cloak, as to others of my kind
no one there to judge, condemn, to scream
a time to be me, no fault by others to be seen
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Opening the door, my heart in my throat
I see you sitting perfectly, waiting
Forcing my legs to walk by you
Mumbling a short, “stay there.”
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