2009/07 Inspired Poem by Kiracakes09 ...

I need to get inspired again
I want to fall in love
Or out of love
Or get me bodied
The kind of stuff that
Makes me rake my fingers through my hair
Feeling super sexy
Feeling confidence like no other
Feeling like the word NO has not a meaning to my life or
Makes me dream up little dreams
That bring him & I together or
Makes me feel disappointment is my personal gin flask
Ah
Just makes me stop my actions
& concentrate on my thoughts
Mid-walk
Mid-sentence
Mid-turn
Mid-day
Makes me open my mind to a matrix world
Where gravity isn't gravity
Colors are strong & useless at the same time
Money can only buy freedoms & trouble
My mind zooms in on what my heart feels
Chases
Misses
Cries for
It evaluates
& seeks
& determines
Words are clear to me
Available to me
I can pick them out of the air
& make complete non-sense of it
Nonsense
They twist & turn
Oxymorons
But carry emotional weight
A non-melodic embodied 'Bag Lady'
Its a release of weight I had been carrying
An emotional orgasm
The most passionate of the whole of it
When I throw my head back
Seeing what isn't in front of me
My neck & chest exposed & vulnerable
But Feeling is coursing through the length of me
In its strongest state of consciousness
Sensitive & aware of all that is happening
Physically
Mentally
Figuratively
Explosive
Yet coordinated
A piece to be admired

(7-27-09)