645. Realization! 191110 Poem by Raman Savithiri

Many mad lads came to me
With dark red rose in their hand
Reflecting their passions in heart
Mystifying me by their love seem to be eternal
Bluffing unto me even sky is not sufficient
To hold their love unconditional

Taking a helping hand of time
I shattered their little hearts
Showing how shallow
And how tiny their love
Like mere trade ….sheer deal
By revealing my other faces

Many ran away unable to withstand
My selfishness, sharp deadly tongue,
My poverty and thus no ground in society,
My bad reputation to spoil their situation,
My great expectations taxing their relations
My trivial naggings claiming their baggage
My becoming old, my ugly nature….

Only one was always behind me
Not seeing my flesh and bones
Not broken by limitations and barriers
But breaking my limitations and barriers
Lifting me always from petty pits of world
Trying His best to peel out my holds
Though I bleed and plead to let me

When I realized all in this world are unreal
And when I understood His Love eternal
I turned to see His face
The moment I turned …..I lost myself merging in Him! 191110