♥ ♥ .Abortion.♥ ♥ Poem by jade MOnteScLArOS

YoU WerE haPpY,

BacK TheN WhEn,

YOu KnEw The,

GoOd NewS.


YOu WErE So ExCiTED,

hOW To dO The,

riGht ThiNgs,

WheN i SurviVE.


i Was JuSt LisTEniNG,

aNd SmiLinG iNsiDe,

You wEre TaLkiNG,

To ME EvErYdAy.


i WAs So HaPPy,

aNd ExCiTED,

to mEeT YoU,

i WaNT To SeE YoU.


BuT iT TaKeS TiME,

FoR us To sEE EaCh oThEr,

TiMe FoR YoU To FEeL,

HoW HaRd ANd EASY.


i waNt To HuG You,

i WanT tO KisS YoU,

i wAnt To Be wiTh YoU,

i WaNt To GrOw oLd with YOu.


i PrOmiSe,

i wiLL TaKE CAre,

Of You WhEn,

yOU'Re siCK.


CooK FOr You,

wHEn YOu'Re HuNgRY,

aNd make You haPPy,

WheN yoU aRE saD.


i WaNt to sEE,

yOu FaCE to Face,

i WaNt YoU T,

LoVe Me EvERyDAy.


But wHat i Have DoNE,

i FeEL You Don'T WanT,

To sEe me, i FeEL You,

Hate Me.


You'Re MAd aLwaYs,

You'Re aLwaYS sHouTiNg,

YOu'Re aLwaYs CrYiNg,

yOU'Re aLWaYs FigHTiNg.


i Want To shed,

aLL Your TeaRs,

i WaNt to MAke,

yOu feEL bEttEr.


i WaS huRT,

You'Re aLWaYs,

hiTTiNg mE,

You WaNt Me to LeAve.


i FeeL The paiN.

i feEL sOmeThiNg,

sTaBBiNg Me,

i CaN'T hoLd On.


You're sLowLy,

kiLLiNg Me,

i ThOuGht,

you LOVe ME.


i'M sLowLy faDiNG,

i feEL LiKE dYiNg,

BuT No i WOn'T,

LeaVE yOU.


i know we,

Can LiVE togEtHeR,

wiThouT him, daMmiT! ! ,

i KnOw We Can SurViVE.


BuT WhY, WhY, WhY? ?

WhY Do yOu HAve,

WhY, wHy, WhY?

wHy Do you haVe To kiLL Me.

' MaMa '