♥ ♥ .Strength.♥ ♥ Poem by jade MOnteScLArOS

sOmeTiMEs i WAs ThInKIng,

Ang ImagiNinG ThInGS,

WhiLe I’M aLOnE,

TheRe SomThIng oN MY Mind.

It”S ABout The SituAtIon,

That i AM In,

No One AffEcTS ME LIke ThIS,

A FeELiNg Of SadNeSS And PAIn.

Just neEDing SomeOne,

I NeeD SoMe sTreNgTh,

a StRengTh To StaND,

A StrEnGth To be STrOng.

STroNg to HAndLE This,

ThI sthIng InsiDe Of ME,

THnIgs I KepT Long,

LonG eNouGh To beC0me HAteREd.

TeLL Of This EMotion,

I’m Sure NeEdiNg Some STrengTh,

StrEnGth tO HoLd,

AnD FiGhtIng FRom FALLiNg,

BeiNg In a ShaDoW,

ShadOw oF soMeoNe,

SomeOne I’m TrYiNg to Be,

But StiLL I cAnt UndErsTAnd.

TeLL oF EmOtiOn AnD PAIn,

I’M SuRe NEeDing SOmeOne,

But They Are Too FAR FrOm ME,

Too Far To be HEre.

i Now UndErSTanD this DiffIculTy,

LivIng In A sHAdow,

Shadow Of PASt,

That KeEps HAUnting ME.

Memory Of THe PASt,

That i Can”t LeT Go,

Past BeIng ChiLdHooD,

And PASt Of BiEng DeStroyed.