A Gentle Killing Poem by i am not crazy

Lying on my bedroom floor
Letting these tears pour
I am distressed, dreadful and maddened
Thinking so hard about what had happened

I let your hand slip from mine
And I chose to leave you behind
If I had caught up with you sooner
Then we’d sill be sharing moonlights together

Words aren’t enough to describe my pain
How much of my life this misery had stained
Now I mourn, I stare, I bleed
Realizing that it’s only you who I need

All is broken, all is painted black
I left you once but now I need you back
Shattered promises have passed my way
To the darkest tomorrows and the coldest yesterdays

This banished soul only hopes to see merely even your eyes
I have already been severely punished, haven’t I paid the price?
How many apologies would it take for me to see them glitter again?
Have I done too much to not be forgiven?

I lost my sanity when I opted to lose you
And my heart’s exhausted thinking of what I should do
I hurt your first but did you feel this pain;
this kind of hurt that would drive you insane?

Stop it, just leave my head
Before I decide to stab this heart dead
All’s too dark for me to see what’s right
So here I am, bidding the night

*not my best but i just wanted to add it to my collection