A Hopeless Love Poem by Michael Hunley

I met a girl and within two weeks time i fell madly in love travelling florida meeting family and friends then a small time passed and i realised i was being used for rides a place to crash money and other stuff then find out i was using her to help cope and deal with my parents divorse but i love her so maybe it is benifits just to find her say oh im crazy i just want to be single and bang other guys. in a fit of rage without thinking i became very intoxicated and depressed a slit my wrist.it was then she had saved my life a second time by getting me the help i really needed before i met her i was in a dark place 5th of whiskey a night on a down hill slope but after getting out of the hospital i realised it could never be.as madly in love with her as i am she cant settle down since i have met her i have helped her so much put a roof over her head promised to help her with her daughter helped her mother out a great deal just to find out i was i blind lovestrucken moron all i ever wanted was a loving relationship hugs hand holding hugs and kisses but due to so many bad situations in her past she can not trust me or let herself fall in love so afraid to sleep with me because she thinks i will leave her after i get sex i am in a toxic one way relationship.but i made a promise and those i never break i promise to always be there for her to be a father to her daughter to make sure they always have a roof over there head and food in thete bellies even if im in a loveless relationship that hurts my heart with such pain in my chest i refuse to let her go no matter what i will catch her when she falls because i am so madly in love with her i can not let my ignorant impossible dream die so i will hold on